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New Dimensions

Hi!  LOL!   So glad to see you here! Just so you know, my name is "Pippi!"   Named so by my beloved friends whom I am dedicating this "diary" to.  You see, before I met y'all I was just a girl, skipping through life, balancing school, a new career, and a rather complicated new marriage.  I never made life real easy, for I'm a "spur of the moment girl",   with boundless energy,  following my heart wherever it leads.   Unfortunately, my heart often wills itself to tread where my mind screams "NO!!!"  Making matters worse,  my mind, or lack of it, takes complete control of my limbs before it shuts itself down, leaving all common sense at the wayside, often leaving me sitting in a bucket of worms......... 

I realize, now that I am having conversations with others that can share with me their own survival techniques,  I had many questions I never knew existed until faced to think about some of my life's situations. Now, I have found an area where I feel accepted and loved.  A place where I can listen and learn with both respect, compassion and fun.  Thank you, ADDS family! 

"Scott" my husband of 5 years, whom I adore, believes I am God's gift to him. Sometimes I wonder about that,  I mean really, really wonder!  For I struggle -  hard - to become the person he wants me to be, as well as the woman I know I am.  Trying to balance "high spiritedness" with "submissiveness" is oftentimes a very heavy task. You see,  I am quite different then most of the others that you meet in the "DD" world.   I was never one to "seek out" DD. From the time I was born, it seemed DD has sought me out and we have been trying to find our own identities every since, looking for ways to coexist!    You, my friends, have given me a way to grow within this life; to stop where I am and consider all sides.   I hope to reveal to you, my sweet adopted family, in this "diary" who I am,  to share a tad bit of my mind, spirit, heart and soul with you, that you may perhaps understand me just a little bit more!   Oh, and in return, with your love and wisdom, help me to continue to grow with some sort of grace, into the DD wife my incredibly loving and patient husband (HoH) deserves!

But giving credit where credit is due, and completely believing that God, in His sovereignty and unending love for us, makes absolutely no mistakes, I want to thank my priceless friend and mentor. Her compassion and patience, wisdom and encouragement, as well as her gentle guidance and correction has pushed me into being more - so very, very much more.  It is also her inspiration that encouraged me to write......

Thank you, sweet girl. God's floodgates are surely opened for you!

 Please join me as I retell some of my journey.   For I have never shared my life to anyone before.   In my telling I hope to gain perspective, knowledge and an outlet.  Dance with me..........